I was a professional musician all my working life, playing genres from country and bluegrass to light jazz. I love nature, especially forests and lakes which is why I live where I live. When it comes to sex, I am a natural submissive, however I’m not into receiving (or giving) pain. My fantasies include giving myself up to a woman/women for them to get off on my degradation which often includes bisexuality. As a straight male, it's hard to imagine anything more humiliating (sexually) than having to suck another man's cock, but I will perform if that's what my dom commands, and I’ll get off when she gets off from controlling me. Pain is not required as I get so caught up in lust, I’m unable to resist her commands. As a submissive, it’s the vulnerability, the willingness and desire to give it all up for a woman that is the turn-on. I tend to justify my submission by losing at a game or a wrestling match – anything competitive. After agreeing to conditions and I lose (a submissive always loses), I am bound by that agreement to fulfill whatever she desires. It’s never about meanness. It’s purely about lust where all parties (including me) get off. I have written a handful of stories based on my fantasies that I will post. I hope you’ll enjoy them. Feedback is appreciated.